Just When I Thought

So just when I thought that it was easier and harder at the same time, the reality was that there was nothing. Just a spot in the friend zone. And the more I think about it, not even a true friend, just the friend zone. I believe that friends have time for friends, maybe not much but some. Friendships and relationships, in order to be healthy can not be one sided. If one party is putting out all the energy and all the other is sucking the energy, it's not fair and it's one sided. And it's on to the next one...

It's Been A While

I know it's been a while since you've had a taste of my insane life. But the good news is when time passes like that, it makes for great story telling. The short version, some characters from the past have made guest appearances, some characters who were originally cast have been voted off the show. There have been lots of smiles, laughter and reflection. Oh the good times.

This One's Easier and Harder All at the Same Time

Mr. Milk Dud - he makes me smile from ear to ear.  I wish I could post a picture, this brotha is fine. I just have to shake my head and smile while I type that. There are parts of me, that make me want to tell him that he makes me smile. But what does that do? Nothing. This one's easy because he's so easy on the eyes. But it's also hard because I don't know what's going on in his world or more importanly, if there is room for me in his world. Maybe he's the nice guy that I'm looking for and the one that I deserve. This might not be insanity. This might be the start of something more.