Just When I Thought

So just when I thought that it was easier and harder at the same time, the reality was that there was nothing. Just a spot in the friend zone. And the more I think about it, not even a true friend, just the friend zone. I believe that friends have time for friends, maybe not much but some. Friendships and relationships, in order to be healthy can not be one sided. If one party is putting out all the energy and all the other is sucking the energy, it's not fair and it's one sided. And it's on to the next one...